I Want It All

What do you want to feel inside the life you keep imagining?

More money. Real love. Beautiful work. Time that belongs to you. The desire matters. So does the freedom, belonging or aliveness you hope will come with it.

I Want It All is a guided sensual seven-day journey by Camilla Wellton into desire and creation: discovering the experience beneath the goal and giving it somewhere to live.

Through reading, my recorded guidance, writing and body mapping, you’ll explore Sensorial Scenecraft, the practice of creating small inner scenes you can experience through your senses and connect to an actual choice.

You’ll notice whose approval is inside the picture, rehearse a more honest response, and practise making room for the attention, pleasure or opportunity you say you want.

Keep your ambition. Let your desires become more specific. Begin bringing them into your calendar, your conversations, your work and your next decision.

For when you want to feel present in the life you are working so hard to create.

The experience

Eight chapters. Seven stages to explore at your own pace. The final chapter is an integration imaginal journey, giving you space to bring the experience together.

In the recordings, I guide you through a deliberate pace, pauses and sequence designed to help your nervous system settle. My voice and the music invite you to notice bodily responses alongside your thoughts and feelings. You can also choose separate background music on the course platform to carry the atmosphere into your reading and reflection.

Each of the seven stages includes:

An opening guided exercise with my voice and music composed especially for the I AWAKE universe.
The day’s chapter to read and explore.
Three writing prompts, with space for your responses.
A body map as the fourth prompt, to notice and record what you feel.
A closing guided exercise with my voice and the original music.

You also receive The Circle, the guided imaginal journey for integration, and a longer guided practice to return to whenever you want time with yourself.

A substantial book, made to spend time with. The printed edition has 292 pages and pairs premium, thick cream paper with full-colour illustrations and easy-to-read 15-point type. There is ample space to write, explore and doodle in the margins. Room to make this book your own.

Product details

Book size
Height: 25.4 cm (10 in). Width: 20.32 cm (8 in). 292 pages.

Your printed book includes access to the accompanying audio and course material. Immediately after checkout, you’ll receive an email with your access link and login details for the course platform, where you’ll find your audio practices. You can access the audio while your book is on its way.

Available to order now. Free shipping within Sweden. Handling and delivery take 9–14 days in total.

Eight chapters.
Matte softcover, printed on thick, premium cream-white paper.
Full-colour illustrations and 15-point type.
Wide margins for your doodles, sketches and thoughts.
Approximate weight: 700 g.
Four prompts in each of the seven day-chapters: three writing prompts, each with a blank page for your answers, and one body map.

The QR code inside your book gives you access to the I AWAKE course platform. There you’ll find eight lessons, one corresponding to each of the book’s eight chapters. The seven day-chapters include my opening and closing guided exercises, accompanied by music composed especially for the I AWAKE universe.

The guided imaginal journey, The Circle, corresponds to the eighth lesson.

The course platform also includes a longer guided practice designed to help you settle and give your nervous system time to relax, plus two shorter guided practices: a 90-second Return and a 5-minute Return. These are additional practices without corresponding chapters in the book.

You’ll also find instrumental versions of the tracks used as background music for my audio guidance, composed especially for the I AWAKE universe. You can play them while you read, write and reflect.

Here you will work with
Desire & erotic intelligence
Capacity & expansion
Visibility & voice
Purpose & possibility

English edition by Camilla Wellton, part of The Sensual Hero’s Journey™, with audio-guided practices and soundscapes.